Buy all the things!
The Glam Doll skin at Boatoam is 80% off!
Make it a beautiful day, Spoonies. You’re worth it.
Head : LeLUTKA Ceylon Head 4.0
Body : eBODY – REBORN & Waifu Boobs.
Hair : TRUTH / Twisted /
Bangs : /TRUTH/ Puppet Bangs Wavy
Headbow : Mewsery Seishun Hairbow
Outfit (Dress, Choker, Shoes) : Palette – Kat Outfit Set @ Kustom9
Cuffs : Insomnia Angel . lace cuffs
Socks : rotten {amora socks}
Pose : [piXit] Marionette – Pose Pack
Buy all the things!
Make it a beautiful day, Spoonies. You’re worth it.
Head : LeLUTKA Ceylon Head 4.0
Body : eBODY – REBORN & Waifu Boobs.
Hair : DOUX – Somi hairstyle
Outfit (Dress, Collar, Shoes, Sleeves) : Palette – Nour Outfit Set @ Equal10
Socks : rotten {amora socks}
Panties & Garters : From a skirt set @ AsteroidBox (i’ve been sorting my inventory and obvs can’t find them now lol!)
Buy all the things!
Make it a beautiful day, Spoonies. You’re worth it.
Head : LeLUTKA Ubon Head 4.0
Body : eBODY – REBORN & Waifu Boobs.
Hair : RAMA.SALON – yes, and Hair
Tattoo : Tattoo “Lux Mundi” by GoK
Earrings : RichB. Eben Earrings
Tank : YALLA ~ Taylor Tank Top
Panties : rotten {millicent panties}
Stockings : rotten {angelize stockings}
Vroooom.
(But not when I’m on the hood, obvs.)
Make it a beautiful day, Spoonies. You’re worth it.
Head : LeLUTKA Ubon Head 4.0
Shape : .z. Junie – Lelutka UBON Shape
Body : eBODY – REBORN
Hairbase : Not Found – Noel Hairbase
Hair : DOUX – Pony Attachment
Bow : toksik – Dear Alice Bow
Choker : .random.Matter. – Feral Collar [Silver/Old]
Tattoo : Lilithe’// Nuba Tattoos
Dress : O U I – Bliss Dress @ Tres Chic
Fishnets : MIWAS / High waist Fishnet tights #Black – BoM
Knee Pads : FACS ~ Reborn Dancer Kneepads
Socks : rotten {amora socks}
Shoes : Semller Triceratop High Boots Worn Out Edt. Black
Car : Olympus Motors – Snake Classic @ Tres Chic
Backdrop : SYNNERGY.TAVIS//Little Italy @ Tres Chic
I used to write a lot here, but since I started having therapy, i’ve mostly told my therapist instead of the world. I’m still actively in therapy, and every day I am grateful for the fact that I found someone as wonderful as I did.
However! There are some things that I feel she just won’t ever understand with concerns to SL purely because of the fact she has never played it.
There’s big words, “”Cognitive Dissonance” that play into the whole area of Secondlife. It’s real, you’re experiencing the things, but it’s not real, because you can’t touch, feel, smell the things. The real things are emotions, and as someone who deals with BPD – an emotional dis-regulation mental health issue, this is something that I struggle with on multiple levels, almost every day. I swing violently between wanting to have people to connect with, and burning it all to the ground and playing the ‘game’ as though it were almost single player.
The phrase “Everyone’s gonna hurt you, you just have to find the ones worth hurting for” rings in my brain like an earworm on repeat, because there’s less than a handful of people that I feel would treat me the way I intend to treat others – so does that make everyone here big nasty meanies? Or am I just so jaded I need to give it up?
At this point, say what you want and do it, but if you or your actions don’t bring me peace… don’t be weird when I peace out.
Make it a beautiful day, Spoonies. You’re worth it.
Head : LeLUTKA Avalon Head
Body : eBODY – REBORN & Waifu Boobs
Hairbase : darkmoon . Sable Hairbase @ Anthem
Hair : Stealthic – Trend @ Equal10
Earrings : rotten {heavy hearted} For Swallow Dropped Ears
Mouth Flower : .::Crystal::. Daisy Love face
Outfit : Mug – Kori Outfit @ Kustom9
Bodychain : Cynful What a Beach Bodychain
Sandy Legs : Izzie’s – Sandy Feet & Legs
Make it a beautiful day, Spoonies. You’re worth it.
Head : LeLUTKA Billie head
Body : eBODY – REBORN
Shape : .zombae. Ari Shape
Skin : { Pity Party } Petal Lel Evo X
Eyebrows : Loa – Nyx Brows ~LeLutka EVO X
Hair : Stealthic – Sailor @ Magical Fair
Earrings : e.marie // Hala Earrings – Golds for Swallow XL
Choker : Luas Sexy Sailor Choker Black – Gacha
Bodysuit & Harness : Gaia – mishi bodysuit n harness @ Kustom9
Gloves : Cynful Selena’s Summer Glove (Sheer)
Leg strap & Wand : Tentacio Light moon legband @ Magical Fair
Socks : rotten {amora socks}
Shoes : Semller – Triceratop Platforms Glossy White (I’m wearing the maitreya version with a custom alpha)
Pose & Prop : FOXCITY. Crescent Bento Pose Set (modified)
COLOUR TATTOO!
My little heart SQUEALED with this one, it’s absolute perfection!
Make it a beautiful day, Spoonies. You’re worth it.
Head : LeLUTKA Noel head
Body : eBODY – REBORN
Hair : tram K0328 hair
Tattoo : Tattoo “The Fire Snake” by GoK @ Kinky
Top : duckie . slick // matte
Panties : rotten {millicent panties} black
The new tattoo from Lilithe’ has a really fancy materials option to add an extra bit of 3d to your tattoo! I kinda love this. It’s giving a plushy texture to this absolutely stunning tattoo – as always, fully tintable!
Make it a beautiful day, Spoonies. You’re worth it
Head : LeLUTKA Noel head
Shape : Modified from the LUST – Noel ( LeL Noel – Reborn + Waifus) shape
Body : eBODY – REBORN & Waifu Add ons.
Hair : Moon. Hair // Wave
Horns : rotten {chubbi horns}
Tattoo : Lilithe’// Nereid Tattoos [GRADIENT] @ Midnight Order
Lingerie : RENIE : ROSARY LINGERIE SET @ Equal10
Tail : Daemonium Tail + {egosumaii}
Gloves : Skellybones — Soft Touch
Feet : Dainty Beast Feet + {Aii & Ego}
Pose & Backdrop by Amitie
Look, you know when it’s snowing and you’re super excited because you get to pull on your onesie and go outside in it and be snug, but also cold? I feel like this outfit (if you can call this randomness that) is the prequel to that moment. You know, where the layering starts.
Whatever this is, I’m cute.
Make it a beautiful day, Spoonies. You’re worth it
Head : LeLUTKA Zo Head 3.1
Body : eBODY – REBORN
Hat & Goggles : Tentacio Krishell hat and glasses
Tattoos : Lilithe’// Anthousai Tattoos
Lilithe’// Hegemone Tattoos
Lilithe’// Meliae Tattoos
Scarf : {Sakura} Plushie Pals Scarf
Gloves : From the .miss chelsea. Fara Set
Outfit : Gaia – aivi bow panties & Gaia – aivi rolled top @ Equal10
Socks : rotten {athletic thigh highs} orange (Tinted)
I’m wearing three hairs. Sometimes it just be like that.
Meanwhile, how well does this Ascendant Jumper go with the adorable Gaia Skirt?
Despite what anyone says about it being a christmas outfit (you know who you are!), it’s definitely fit for fall!
Make it a beautiful day, Spoonies. You’re worth it
Head : LeLUTKA Lilith Head 3.1
Body : eBODY – REBORN & Waifu Boobs Add on.
Hair(s) : AD – Fanta – Blacks (Long curls, tinted blacker in EDIT mode)
DOUX – Selena Hairstyle [M] (Bun & Front)
Stealthic – Avenue Bangs
Flowers : LODE Head Accessory – Julia Wreath [red]
Neck Tattoo : +Nuuna+ Elina V1
Necklace : TETRA – Vanity necklaces
Sweater : Ascendant – Kia Sweater @ Anthem
Skirt : Gaia – moshie mini skirt
Tights : rotten {hunted hosiery}
Kaleidoscope. 