Ok so, when I took the above image I was super proud of myself, because i’d found out how to create water from nothing in PS. However, in doing that I kinda messed up a bunch of other things, because I was too excited by the water to notice. I got a post rejected, because (and this was clarified to me cus I’m anxious af), the colours of the items are washed out, and don’t show up well enough on my skintone. A FAIR POINT. Sometimes it happens. In having my post rejected it absolutely made me do a double take and have a lil re-think. I’m not one to take a fail lying down (anymore), and although I had a little sob cus, yanno, sometimes these things will activate my ‘not enough’ – and that’s an issue for my therapist – I thought that i’d just take another snap and whack it out easy. NO. I’m not here for easy. I did something wrong, now I fix. In the ‘new’ main photo you’ll now see the items from Cynful in three wearable options, and below are edited credits to reflect those style options. Ultimately I learned that mistakes are okay, and if you want to fix something that was wrong, you can (hopefully, the post isn’t approved yet!!), and you can go above and beyond to do that, hopefully to show that you’re willing to learn and grow.
Thanks for coming to my Ted Talk.
Make it a beautiful day, Spoonies. You’re worth it.
All of the things :
On Pickle (Left) Head : Lelutka Ubon Head 4.0 Body : eBODY – REBORN & Waifu Boobs Hair : NOVA. Zenith Outfit (Bikini) : Cynful Beach Please @ Access
On Pickle (Centre) Head : LeLUTKA Ubon Head 4.0 Body : eBODY– REBORN & Waifu Boobs Hair : NOVA. Zenith Hat : =Zenith=Rattan Sun Hat Water : :::ChicChica::: Mineral water Sandals : From hive // vacation vibes . sparkling water Outfit (Bikini & Cover Up 60% Opacity) : Cynful Beach Please @ Access
On Pickle (Right) Head : LeLUTKA Ubon Head 4.0 Body : eBODY– REBORN & Waifu Boobs Hair : DOUX – Sophie Hairstyle Sunglasses : Foxy – Jetta Sunglasses Outfit (Bikini bottoms & Cover Up 0% Opacity) : Cynful Beach Please @ Access
Ohai. The weather has certainly turned in the south east of the UK! Needless to say, I donned a bikini in SL and kissed my alt because, PRIDE.
Make it a beautiful day, Spoonies. You’re worth it.
All of the things :
Pickle (Left) Head : LeLUTKA Ubon Head 4.0 Shape : .z. Junie – Lelutka UBON Shape Body : eBODY – REBORN Hair : Magika – Hair – Faye Body Sunlotion : Izzie’s – Body & Face Sunscreen Hairbow : Stealthic – Bow Headband For Pride at home Outfit : .miss chelsea. Avah Pride Pack For Pride at home
On Paloma (Right)
Head : LeLUTKA Noel Head Body : Maitreya Mesh Body – LaraX Hair : DOUX – Chill Hairstyle Bikini : [Cynful] Ilze’s Fishnet Bikini
I used to write a lot here, but since I started having therapy, i’ve mostly told my therapist instead of the world. I’m still actively in therapy, and every day I am grateful for the fact that I found someone as wonderful as I did. However! There are some things that I feel she just won’t ever understand with concerns to SL purely because of the fact she has never played it. There’s big words, “”Cognitive Dissonance” that play into the whole area of Secondlife. It’s real, you’re experiencing the things, but it’s not real, because you can’t touch, feel, smell the things. The real things are emotions, and as someone who deals with BPD – an emotional dis-regulation mental health issue, this is something that I struggle with on multiple levels, almost every day. I swing violently between wanting to have people to connect with, and burning it all to the ground and playing the ‘game’ as though it were almost single player.
The phrase “Everyone’s gonna hurt you, you just have to find the ones worth hurting for” rings in my brain like an earworm on repeat, because there’s less than a handful of people that I feel would treat me the way I intend to treat others – so does that make everyone here big nasty meanies? Or am I just so jaded I need to give it up?
At this point, say what you want and do it, but if you or your actions don’t bring me peace… don’t be weird when I peace out.
Make it a beautiful day, Spoonies. You’re worth it.
Sometimes I pick an outfit and I’m like, Idk what this is but i’m pretty sure it could be badass… and then someone will speak up and be all “You look like..” and I had no idea but I’ve accidentally channeled a superhero who magically creates swords and weapons from a pink mist that appears on her hand, called Psylocke. Anyway, here’s Pickle cartwheeling on one hand away from some invisible attackers or something. Thanks, Jack!
Make it a beautiful day, Spoonies. You’re worth it.
These OMY fantasy poses are just beautiful. For the first time, I’ve tried to use a new recording program to properly capture them, hopefully the quality is better than that of gyazo videos!
Now that you’ve gasped and appreciated the beautiful animations, let’s have a little peek at Lilithe’s tattoos. I am always genuinely in awe of the amount of options given in a Lilithe tattoo package. There’s multiple body & head fits, and usually several different ways to mix and match your tattoo so you can get the most unique outcome.
There are four fade options, shown above on the gold version of the metals.
There’s four metal versions available. It’s always handy to read the notecards that accompany Lilithe tattoos, as they detail how to layer your tattoos. With this specific tattoo there’s also a materials layer, so you’ll need to pop that on too! P.S. The bikini i used is from Salem, a brand that is no longer available – sorry about that!
Make it a beautiful day, Spoonies. You’re worth it.
Kaleidoscope. 