Glow up.

Hallo. So I’m definitely not a Pickle anymore. Let’s do a brief kindofsortofmentalhealthmondaybutnotexactly. I know what I want now, and for the first time in a long time, I know how to get out of situations i’m uncomfortable in without creating a massive scene. Admittedly, I still WANT to make a massive scene, but the […]


I took this picture three times, with three different male models. I edited all of them too. Here’s what I realized from the first picture I edited : Not everyone who claims they want to protect you will, and not everyone you want to protect wants your protection. Here’s what I learned from the second […]

Old wounds.

I decided to take a trip into my inventory and start cleaning it up again today. Two years ago it was pretty bad, but i’ve managed to keep mostly on top of it, but there are some times where months go by and i just leave things un-sorted, and this was one of those times. […]

Flawed and human.

Hey, it’s not monday but have a mental health talk. A few posts back I started to talk about how I was changing my eating habits to become a more slender version of myself and hopefully improve my health both mentally and physically. I’m still doing that, although I did cave and eat chicken wings […]


This is kind of a mental health monday update, but not really, but kind of. Ok? Glad we’re on the same page. On friday I was due to have a phone interview from a service in my area. They sent a letter (to the wrong address) asking me to confirm whether between 1-4pm on friday […]

Leap of faith.

I’ve decided to take a bit of a leap of faith today, and talk to you about what happened to me four years ago. Why have I decided to do it now? Well, firstly we’re gonna blame Kaitlyn ( check her blog >here<) for a minute, because for some reason she gave me even more […]

Potentially toxic.

I may have gotten a little psychedelic today, but usually i’m kinda scared of colour so this makes a nice change. I’ve had moments of “What the heck are you doing?” in regards to my whole Mental Health Monday thing, but recently I bumped into someone who made it all worthwhile. For the most part, […]

It’s okay. I’m okay.

But am I? I’ve found myself recently turning into the possessive and insecure type of person that has previously been abusive towards me. I don’t like being this “out of control, don’t you do that or it means this” type of girl, because I’ve always been incredibly open to other people’s lifestyles and needs, but […]


I’m looking far more glamorous in this dress than I feel today. I guess it IS monday, so it’d make the perfect time for a post about how I’m doing, in terms of mental health… It’s not a good day today. My anxiety is pretty much at it’s highest, I have a man in my […]

My anxiety

I know a lot of people suffer with anxiety, but I only know what -mine- feels like. My anxiety means that some days I’ll sleep for 4 hours, and some days I’ll sleep for 14. My anxiety means I won’t make that call until I’m having a good day. My anxiety means I can start […]