Serenity

The light at the end of the tunnel is a train!

Not really. But it’d be typical if it were!

I had an argument with a long standing friend yesterday. Apparently, I’m a horrible person because I made a series of mistakes over the past couple of weeks – and apparently even before then I was showing signs of being a butthole. I don’t believe this to be true, and the very fact that I have come out of the series of mistakes in a much better place should -in my opinion- have been enough to show that I am still trying to sort my shit out. I could have curled up into a ball and decided to hide, but I’m facing this head on, admitting I fucked up and trying to make changes to ensure this really doesn’t happen again. Will it happen again? Maybe. Should my friends stand back and support me while I make these mistakes, time and time again? Probably not, honestly, so.. I said goodbye.

I’m pretty biased when it comes to me. I actually kinda like who I am, and I entirely believe if I have an issue, it’s probably justified – unless it’s not when I can admit that, too! I don’t think I’ve been an asshole lately, and believe me when I say that I’m open to constructive criticism, but don’t give me that criticism and still behave badly after I’ve actually made an attempt to rectify what offends YOU.

I do think I’ve been slightly more selfish with my time because I need to heal myself, and if healing myself means I’m an asshole… i’ll take it.

Happy Hump-Day, Spoonies xoxo.

 

All the things

Pose :

Go&See * Divine * 5

Location :

CandleWood

Pickle wears :

Body : -Belleza- Freya

Head & Eyeliner : [AK Deluxe] – Cleo Bento Head

Skin : [theSkinnery] Flora

Hair : DOUX – Lisa Hairstyle @ Access

Tattoo : DAPPA – Alek Tattoo. @ Access

Outfit : .miss chelsea. Reza Set @ N21

 

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